Jesus gives agency to those he heals, particularly in this story. How would you answer Jesus’ question, were he to put it to you?
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Mark 10:46-52
46They came to Jericho. As he and his disciples and a large crowd were leaving Jericho, Bartimaeus son of Timaeus, a blind beggar, was sitting by the roadside. 47When he heard that it was Jesus of Nazareth, he began to shout out and say, “Jesus, Son of David, have mercy on me!” 48Many sternly ordered him to be quiet, but he cried out even more loudly, “Son of David, have mercy on me!” 49Jesus stood still and said, “Call him here.” And they called the blind man, saying to him, “Take heart; get up, he is calling you.” 50So throwing off his cloak, he sprang up and came to Jesus. 51Then Jesus said to him, “What do you want me to do for you?” The blind man said to him, “My teacher, let me see again.” 52Jesus said to him, “Go; your faith has made you well.” Immediately he regained his sight and followed him on the way.
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Dear friends, grace to you and peace from our loving God through Jesus, who calls us to him. Amen.
If this story of a blind man being healed sounds a bit familiar, it’s because we heard the story of a similar healing a number of weeks ago. That man was not named; Bartimaeus is certainly named.
That man was told to go home; Bartimaeus is told merely to “go” but he immediately follows Jesus.
Contrasting these two stories is a good reminder to us of the development of Jesus’ ministry through Mark’s gospel. As well, this story is loaded with all kinds of fascinating details that flesh out the implications of this story on the big picture.
First, there’s Jericho. Legendary city whose walls, at one point, came tumbling down.
Bartimaeus means literally, “son of Timaeus.” There is more than one Timaeus in Greek philosophy within this time period; whether the connection is real or for effect, it’s interesting to consider the meeting of philosophy and faith.
For him to call Jesus “Son of David” is to publicly call him the heir of the throne of Israel – a dangerous and radical move.
The crowd likely rolls their eyes at this latest intrusion from this blind beggar, until Jesus stops and asks them to call him over.
Bartimaeus does so – but not before throwing off his cloak. More about that in a moment.
Jesus asks him the same question he asked James and John last week: “what do you want me to do for you?” This time, however, the question is asked for a very different reason.
Bartimaeus’ answer, of course, holds multiple dimensions along with the rest of the story.
Jesus and the disciples are on the way to Jerusalem. It’s not a journey of speed, but rather one of destiny. They take time as they move from town to village, likely visiting with friends and families of those in the crowd. And as they begin to head out of Jericho, they cross paths with Bartimaeus.
This event does not happen in the city, but rather at the edges. In the liminal space. One of those places to which Jesus tends to gravitate.
But it’s also the place where Bartimaeus is. If this were happening today, where would that liminal, in-between space be?
I think of the less-affluent areas of Portland, marred by decades of impact from poor municipal decisions. I think of the in-lieu sites along the river. And I think of the lines we’d be in coming back across the border from Mexico, with dozens of folks trying to scratch out a living by begging or selling something, up and down the rows of vehicles.
Jesus could have so easily just kept walking. It’s the way society usually deals with the folks on its margins – keep on walking.
But Jesus is called by name in this place. Not only his name, Jesus, the name given because he will save people from their sins – but the name “Son of David.”
Could Jesus have stopped because he needed to stop that before it got out of hand?
Or is it because he was fully named?
Maybe you’ve had an experience where you’ve been somewhere and someone calls out your name in such a way that it names you completely.
When I was heading back to California after our meet & greet in 2019, I got out of the Hedmans’ car at the airport and was organizing my bags when I heard “Mary Shaima.”
I certainly wasn’t expecting to hear my name out loud, at an airport in a city I’d never visited before. I looked up and there was my bishop! He had just arrived to sit down with the new bishop in Oregon as her bishop-mentor.
Hearing my name out loud like that was at once jarring and deeply connecting. And so perhaps Jesus responds most to this incredibly authentic naming of him.
And like the walls of Jericho tumbling down, Bartimaeus responds to the summons by throwing off his cloak. Not folding it over his arm and walking slowly towards Jesus. No, he THROWS off his cloak, as if to throw off the chains that have bound him for who knows how long. He springs up and goes to Jesus.
What Jesus does next is equally radical. By asking Bartimaeus “what do you want me to do for you?” Jesus gives him agency. He gives him a say in his own future. Jesus responds as a servant.
Various translations give Bartimaeus’ request a slightly different feel, but the essence is that he wants to see. Some say “again.”
So many layers here! There is the physical sight. There is the insight of wisdom. The sight of understanding, the sight of discernment. For him to say “I want to see again” speaks of a yearning for a return to a place of belonging and welcome. Of emerging from the shadows into the light.
Let us put ourselves into Bartimaeus’ place for a moment. It need not be a place of blindness, but simply a place where you are thought of as less than.
Imagine hearing that Jesus would be passing by, and you do the one thing you can to catch his attention.
And it works. And he calls you to come to him.
And THEN imagine Jesus asking you the question:
“What do you want me to do for you?”
What would your answer be?
I have to be honest: I’ve thought about this all week, ever since it came up in a study group last Monday. I’m still pondering it, and I’m still not sure what my answer is.
It is an amazing question to reflect on. In many, many ways.
We might think that if Jesus is really Jesus, he shouldn’t have to ask. But he asks anyway; he doesn’t presume. He doesn’t reduce us to whatever it is that might be holding us back. Instead, he honors our fullness and complexity – we, who are real human beings with many desires, many longings, and many needs.
In asking the question, Jesus invites us into the honest self-reflection essential to growth and healing. What is in your heart? What do you long for? What do you imagine I desire for you? Where in your deepest desires might we find each other?
It is at once a lovely and a terrifying question. It calls for radical honesty. Radical vulnerability. Radical trust.
This is not an easy thing for us, because stories like this can hit us sideways. We may not really know what to do with the fact that Jesus sometimes heals “immediately” in the Gospel stories. We might find ourselves wishing for some immediate healing on our end.
But as we hear so frequently in Scripture, we cry out that desire to God. For the question Jesus asks is an essential one, and by hearing it and answering it over and over, we make room for whatever may be.
“What do you want me to do for you?”
In his compassion, Jesus will not stop asking.
May we continue striving to answer that question. Amen.